I know I’ve talked about hallucinations a lot. But, they’re really troubling. Like bad. It’s been 18 months and they’re still there. ...

The hospitals are going back to normal operations…scary, and comforting at the same time? I have come to really really respect snd value...

yay. Like I said before this time of year was always super busy. 4th of July was always pretty low key - except that year we took my mom...

8 shakes 4 bars 128 oz of water 1880 calories in TWO days. A normal day for me is 2200-2500 calories. So 940 a day is quite the change....

Been MIA for awhile. Didn’t mean to be…this is just a hard hard time of year for me. We were always busy this time of year…family...

A year ago I said it was all still hard to believe, and I was waiting to be woken up and realize I was stuck in some crazy psycho...

A weird day. Just weird. I’ve never really had a father, so I never really missed that - or struggled with it. Never had that one...

457 days it still feels like day 1. I can feel it coming on now. So, I have some time to ‘prepare’ but, how do you really prepare for...

It was a Tuesday. Unusually cool for June. In the low 70s I believe. Death is not something I have ever been comfortable with. ...

My mind is locked in a circle. Bad. I keep writing the same stories over and over. Adding little bits here and there…but the same...

Today I started facial therapy for the nerve transplant in the right side of my face. I had a sling installed in my nose>eye...

Okay. We all know it’s been a year and a half of constant change, nothing but change. And yet here I am on the verge of a major major...

It’s been 447 days. That to me is unreal. It’s hard to even understand that this is my reality. It’s hard to believe that I haven’t...

In the past year and a half I have lost everything. Literally everything. Ability to work...gone Independence...gone Trey...gone Only...

This has nothing to do with anything. It’s just that Trey always taught me to think, and always ask who’s behind the curtain...

Had a slow start for a Sunday. Stopped by Boca Vista to see the Strocks. Over the past year especially it just feels like home. It’s...

Always fun...picnics, food, family, summer, laid back, relaxed. This year is totally different. I guess because last year was such a...