Life.
Trey always always told me…if it can happen, it will. Usually in reference to strapping things down in the truck. We always went...
TREY, THOMAS & BENTON
AN UNEXPECTED, ODD, LITTLE FAMILY
LIFE. CANCER. STROKE. DEATH. RECOVERY & LEARNING TO LIVE AGAIN.
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That’s how many days since my life totally and fundamentally changed. In EVERY way. I’m a Sheppard…I like to have things under control,...
Feeling all the feels, all of the time…
Emotions. SUCK. This time of yeah is really hard. The holidays were EVERYTHING. Starting in October, kinda around Halloween—the house...
Change…
It’s not easy. At all. The last 4/5 years have been nothing but change. I think I’ve had enough change in my life…but all I get, is...
Long Story Short…
___________________________ There are so many new readers, and this blog is about to change … so I figured this was a good time to catch...
So much Grief, so little time…
Lately it’s been nothing me a lot lately how often I circle back, and revisit things that I have absolutely zero control over. I do this...
The Last Journal…
This weeks been a tough one. I’ve already said that. But, it’s been super tough this weekend. Last year we had no way to unlock Treys...
Adjustments…
They have been numerous, they have been nonstop, they have been hard, all in different ways. Some were forced, right then, right...
Three Amigos pt. 2…
Seeing the love Trey and Thomas shared, the connection they had….you could feel it when you were around them, or when you walked into the...
Three Amigos pt.1
Sometime in August 2016, long…long…long ago. I was working three jobs and going to film school just trying to make it. Running on barely...
Getting to Good…
I have always always struggled with self esteem and self worth. Always. For as long as I can remember. It was always a point of...
Emotional Flood…
Last night I was sent a slew of text messages Trey had with someone from the day I went into the hospital until the last day Trey had his...
Locked In…temporarily
I know I’ve talked about hallucinations a lot. But, they’re really troubling. Like bad. It’s been 18 months and they’re still there. ...
Back to (the new) Normal…
The hospitals are going back to normal operations…scary, and comforting at the same time? I have come to really really respect snd value...
Still hard to Believe…
A year and a half later … what? 15 months later … and I still expect Trey to walk in and holler ‘Hello!!! I’m home. Where is...
Benton…again…
January 15th while I was in the hospital emergency room Trey found out that his cancer had ‘turned on’ and the last set of chemo was not...
One year ago today…
It was a Tuesday. Unusually cool for June. In the low 70s I believe. Death is not something I have ever been comfortable with. ...
Writing…and rewriting, and rewriting…
My mind is locked in a circle. Bad. I keep writing the same stories over and over. Adding little bits here and there…but the same...
I need a break now...
In the past year and a half I have lost everything. Literally everything. Ability to work...gone Independence...gone Trey...gone Only...
