Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, V2 days ago3 minWeird Times...Anyone that knows me knows that I am an over thinker. Overthink EVERYTHING. Absolutely everything. Right after I was released from the...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMay 77 minIt’ll be a few more weeks...a few more weeks...The last time I ‘worked’ was January 13, 2020. 480 days. It’s hell. Pure HELL. Sure...everyone says, and thinks - oh man it’s be so...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMay 54 minPatience is a virtue...The past two weeks have been really very difficult. Not from any one thing...just a culmination of many things, all at once....
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMay 21 min410 daysAt what point does this get easier? Everyone keeps promising it does...yet I just don’t see it ever happening. There are good days, and...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 282 minSome Days...Are just hard. Hards not even the word. Somedays just suck. I don’t even know what it is...it’s Trey, it’s the stroke, it’s the...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 213 minHorrificult.I was texting April a few weeks ago and she made up this word(she’s from West Virginia - the just make up words if they don’t understand)...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 147 minBenton...Everything is alright. Everything is alright. But, I knew it wasn’t. We would come home from work somedays, and everything was so...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 121 minCovid Vaccines...So I’ve been really Leary of this covid vaccine that was mysteriously developed overnight. I was eligible for the thing awhile back...but...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 124 minUnder pressure...Why do we place so much pressure o. ourselves? Every damn day. Totally unnecessary not needed pressure. Sure. The pressure of basic...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 42 minA year later...thoughtsI don’t know what I was thinking. I don’t know how I was thinking. Everything last year happened so fast...I know I say that over and...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 294 minWhat helps?Naps & Daily meditation. A ton. I’ve been a long time fan of Andy & Headspace (still a very great place to start...and now it’s on...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 233 minBrain Disruption Junction how the hell do you Function???The last 15 months have been pure hell. Not gonna sugar coat it. It’s been H. E. L. L. on ice...much like Disney on Ice. Same...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 174 minThe last day...It was Tuesday. No one was supposed to be coming over. T&B had meetings scheduled with the accountant, lawyers, somebody. I tried to...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 164 minMarch 16Today was the day I had fully accepted what was happening. I accepted it, I didn’t like it, I wasn’t ready for it...I started...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 153 minMarch 14th/15thOverwhelming. No easier way to say that. After I got out of the hospital Bentons mom wanted to come down to see, well me-and everyone...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 132 minLife is so unfair.Really it is. In every way. i just don’t understand it. Trey wasn’t done. There was so much more he wanted to do, so much more he...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 107 minTuesday - March 10, 2020It was a normal day...Somewhat. The doctor visit was at 3 this afternoon. Trey woke up...feeling okay. But that was the height of his...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 75 minThe meeting...The meeting no one ever wants, or thinks about.
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 45 minMarch 4thIt’s hard to put into words how all of this is, and has been. Incredibly hard is an understatement, tough doesn’t even start to scratch...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 25 minFinally a Diagnosis. Now what??? Not a damn thing.413 days later. Finally diagnosed with Conjugate Gaze Palsy. Everything with my eyes is neurological. SURPRISE. Was I shocked? No....
