Always fun...picnics, food, family, summer, laid back, relaxed. This year is totally different. I guess because last year was such a...

The past two weeks have been really very difficult. Not from any one thing...just a culmination of many things, all at once....

Everything is alright. Everything is alright. But, I knew it wasn’t. We would come home from work somedays, and everything was so...

Why do we place so much pressure o. ourselves? Every damn day. Totally unnecessary not needed pressure. Sure. The pressure of basic...

438 days since I’ve called that number, and I still need to call that number almost everyday and ask... what time are you coming home?...

It was Tuesday. No one was supposed to be coming over. T&B had meetings scheduled with the accountant, lawyers, somebody. I tried to...

You know the part that sucks the most? Feeling like a failure. Thinking I let Trey down. We did something wrong, or didn’t try...

It was a normal day...Somewhat. The doctor visit was at 3 this afternoon. Trey woke up...feeling okay. But that was the height of his...

The meeting no one ever wants, or thinks about.

It’s incredibly hard, incredibly slow...did I say incredibly hard? I imagine it’s hard for everyone like this. I envy the people I see...

It’s hard to put into words how all of this is, and has been. Incredibly hard is an understatement, tough doesn’t even start to scratch...

is may be the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write. People have asked so many questions about Trey. And most of what we told people was...

One year ago was the happiest day of my life. For this one day everything was perfect. Everything was looking up. ***this post is...

It was a year and a couple days ago...maybe 2 3/4 days ago. I was scheduled to be released from the hospital on the 15th. I was so...

Get Comfy... So, I’ve always been a big big fan of quilts. Everywhere we ever went if there was a quilt in the building Trey would...

If 2020 was anything it was a major wake up call. In so many ways. so many. Since about 2015 (brendas surgery) Trey has been on me...

I have always had this horrible fear of cancer, really any health issues. In the movies and on TV everything is so overly dramatized...

“Look at life through the windshield, not the rear view mirror” This morning I was trying so hard to remember what I was doing today one...