That’s how many days since my life totally and fundamentally changed. In EVERY way. I’m a Sheppard…I like to have things under control,...

It’s not easy. At all. The last 4/5 years have been nothing but change. I think I’ve had enough change in my life…but all I get, is...

it Sucks But NOT because of covid, and face mask regulations…that actually wasn’t bad. I didn’t have to smell peoples breath. I...

___________________________ There are so many new readers, and this blog is about to change … so I figured this was a good time to catch...

They have been numerous, they have been nonstop, they have been hard, all in different ways. Some were forced, right then, right...

Sometime in August 2016, long…long…long ago. I was working three jobs and going to film school just trying to make it. Running on barely...

I have always always struggled with self esteem and self worth. Always. For as long as I can remember. It was always a point of...

It was a Tuesday. Unusually cool for June. In the low 70s I believe. Death is not something I have ever been comfortable with. ...

Always fun...picnics, food, family, summer, laid back, relaxed. This year is totally different. I guess because last year was such a...

The past two weeks have been really very difficult. Not from any one thing...just a culmination of many things, all at once....

Are just hard. Hards not even the word. Somedays just suck. I don’t even know what it is...it’s Trey, it’s the stroke, it’s the...

Everything has changed. Everything. Phyllis has already drastically changed our lives. Massively. In a week. Last week we picked her...

So I’ve been really Leary of this covid vaccine that was mysteriously developed overnight. I was eligible for the thing awhile back...but...

Why do we place so much pressure o. ourselves? Every damn day. Totally unnecessary not needed pressure. Sure. The pressure of basic...

438 days since I’ve called that number, and I still need to call that number almost everyday and ask... what time are you coming home?...

It’s scary. Really really scary. Being laid up Paralyzed in the hospital I was very lucky to have Trey, Benton, Mom, Alicia, Brenda,...

So how the hell did this all happen? People constantly tell me that Covid doesn’t cause hemorrhaging\pontine strokes... Yes, well thank...

Tomorrow I get my FIFTH surgical covid test done. Every time I get a test I know I’m fine, but I still basically freak myself out....