Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, V2 days ago3 minHorrificult.I was texting April a few weeks ago and she made up this word(she’s from West Virginia - the just make up words if they don’t understand)...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, V5 days ago3 minThe hardest/best feelingsThis weekend I saw Treys sister Missy, and family for almost the first time in a year. It’s incredible how much things have changed in...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, V7 days ago4 minJust a thought...Y’all don’t even know the significance of this day. Seven years ago. Oh mercy. My heart still stops just thinking about this. It...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 147 minBenton...Everything is alright. Everything is alright. But, I knew it wasn’t. We would come home from work somedays, and everything was so...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 124 minUnder pressure...Why do we place so much pressure o. ourselves? Every damn day. Totally unnecessary not needed pressure. Sure. The pressure of basic...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 112 minJust Thinking...I miss Trey. Not just plain miss him because he’s gone...I miss everything about him. I miss how he challenged every single thought I...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 74 minMeeting...It was a Thursday night. I believe September 4, 1997. I had lived in South Carolina for a few months...and my friend Ben dragged me...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 51 minEaster SundayWe were never big Easter Sunday people. But, we always did Easter. Lamb Chops on the grill...every year. Trey would always get a new...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 42 minA year later...thoughtsI don’t know what I was thinking. I don’t know how I was thinking. Everything last year happened so fast...I know I say that over and...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 12 minThe last birthday in St. Olaf...Surprise ... there’s a scene in Golden Girls of Roses last Birthday in St Olaf...She’s alone, because it was the year Charlie died. ...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 314 minHome Sweet HomeWe moved into 1157 South 20 years ago. I’ve never lived anywhere as long as this house. This is home, will always be home. It was a...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 263 min843.343.9678438 days since I’ve called that number, and I still need to call that number almost everyday and ask... what time are you coming home?...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 195 minFamily.Treys family meant EVERYTHING to him. Everything. And I never had a problem with that. At all. When we were first together I was...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 184 minCall Tommy, not BrendaIt was 4am. Scheduled time for meds. I knew as soon as the alarm went off. ....Everything was different. Walking down the hall I was...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 174 minThe last day...It was Tuesday. No one was supposed to be coming over. T&B had meetings scheduled with the accountant, lawyers, somebody. I tried to...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 164 minMarch 16Today was the day I had fully accepted what was happening. I accepted it, I didn’t like it, I wasn’t ready for it...I started...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 153 minMarch 14th/15thOverwhelming. No easier way to say that. After I got out of the hospital Bentons mom wanted to come down to see, well me-and everyone...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 116 minEverything had changed - part 1Everything had changed. Except for Trey. Trey was a strong person. He was always more concerned with others. He had had his moments of...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 111 minRemembering ...Today was a hard day. Brenda said it best when she said it was a nightmare. It really was. It’s so easy to focus on that. The bad...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 107 minTuesday - March 10, 2020It was a normal day...Somewhat. The doctor visit was at 3 this afternoon. Trey woke up...feeling okay. But that was the height of his...