Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, V2 days ago3 minHorrificult.I was texting April a few weeks ago and she made up this word(she’s from West Virginia - the just make up words if they don’t understand)...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, V5 days ago3 minThe hardest/best feelingsThis weekend I saw Treys sister Missy, and family for almost the first time in a year. It’s incredible how much things have changed in...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 152 minThe dinner I forgot to eat...Yesterday was a bad day. A lot of stuff. I had nervous energy out the wazoo. I decided I wanted to make ribs. Random. But I was...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 147 minBenton...Everything is alright. Everything is alright. But, I knew it wasn’t. We would come home from work somedays, and everything was so...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 124 minUnder pressure...Why do we place so much pressure o. ourselves? Every damn day. Totally unnecessary not needed pressure. Sure. The pressure of basic...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 112 minJust Thinking...I miss Trey. Not just plain miss him because he’s gone...I miss everything about him. I miss how he challenged every single thought I...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 102 minIs the excitement gone?A lot has happened recently. This past weekend we went up to black mountain, and got notice the camper had shipped. Both are exciting. ...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 51 minEaster SundayWe were never big Easter Sunday people. But, we always did Easter. Lamb Chops on the grill...every year. Trey would always get a new...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 42 minA year later...thoughtsI don’t know what I was thinking. I don’t know how I was thinking. Everything last year happened so fast...I know I say that over and...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VApr 12 minThe last birthday in St. Olaf...Surprise ... there’s a scene in Golden Girls of Roses last Birthday in St Olaf...She’s alone, because it was the year Charlie died. ...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 314 minHome Sweet HomeWe moved into 1157 South 20 years ago. I’ve never lived anywhere as long as this house. This is home, will always be home. It was a...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 294 minWhat helps?Naps & Daily meditation. A ton. I’ve been a long time fan of Andy & Headspace (still a very great place to start...and now it’s on...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 281 minChangeChange is uncomfortable. But, it happens. Beauregard was Bess’ only friend. Bess doesn’t much like other dogs, never has. Bitsy was...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 263 min843.343.9678438 days since I’ve called that number, and I still need to call that number almost everyday and ask... what time are you coming home?...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 252 minStroke FamiliarityI didn’t really expect a year later to be any easier... I dont know if I expected anything. I never really thought about it. I dont think...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 233 minBrain Disruption Junction how the hell do you Function???The last 15 months have been pure hell. Not gonna sugar coat it. It’s been H. E. L. L. on ice...much like Disney on Ice. Same...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 223 minRecap.So. This past week was hard. Was it harder than any other day? Not really. Maybe made me think about it more. But, I tried to not...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 195 minFamily.Treys family meant EVERYTHING to him. Everything. And I never had a problem with that. At all. When we were first together I was...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 184 minCall Tommy, not BrendaIt was 4am. Scheduled time for meds. I knew as soon as the alarm went off. ....Everything was different. Walking down the hall I was...
Thomas J Ammermann-Sheppard, VMar 174 minThe last day...It was Tuesday. No one was supposed to be coming over. T&B had meetings scheduled with the accountant, lawyers, somebody. I tried to...